Chapter 100 of 100
Chapter 100
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Bai Xuan noticed that Ye Chu's breathing was somewhat heavy, and naturally knew what Ye Chu wanted. Her face turned extremely red, and she didn't have the courage to face him. Even though she enjoyed the feeling of leaning against Ye Chu, she couldn't help but struggle at this moment.
"Ye Chu, we can't!" Bai Xuan's voice trembled, her face burning hot, but she finally managed to speak.
Ye Chu reached out and held Bai Xuan, letting her lean against his chest. "I once heard a description of a certain level of affection between a man and a woman. It's beyond friendship but not quite love, lingering between love and friendship, yet using familial affection as a cover. This ambiguous feeling has a faint sweetness that lingers on the fingertips, and a melancholy that swirls in the heart. It's a warmth that isn't as intense as the passion of lovers, yet it is particularly tender."
Listening to Ye Chu's words, Bai Xuan's body softened in his embrace. She gazed at Ye Chu's chiseled face and said, "Isn't this quite good?"
"Can the relationship between a man and a woman be thoroughly described by whether it's good or not? In the world, feelings either deepen gradually or part ways. The tender and captivating ambiguity will eventually lead to one party being utterly defeated, reaching a state where one is as withered as a flower. Then, one either chooses to leave or stay together!" Ye Chu said this with a calm expression, looking at Bai Xuan, "I once heard someone say, 'Ambiguity is a burden of shame or guilt in the heart.' I always believed that in life, there's no need to hesitate or look back. People should simply enjoy life to the fullest. 'When life is good, one should revel in it'—that's what life is about."
Bai Xuan couldn't help but laugh, "Who would only encourage people to enjoy life? No wonder your reputation is so bad. You really are a playboy, and I don't know how many women you've deceived with these words."
"As long as my heart is calm and happy, why should I care about those criticisms?" Ye Chu shook his head and said, "Someone once told me that she enjoyed that indescribable and wonderful feeling, even if they eventually part ways. She said that when the time comes, leaving would still be beautiful."
Bai Xuan stared into Ye Chu's deep gaze, not knowing who had said this to him. She quietly leaned against Ye Chu's shoulder, waiting for him to continue.
"At that time, I thought, if we really reach the end and part ways, can we truly be so carefree? The difference between humans and animals lies in the emotional world that humans possess. If one day we can't be together and become strangers, or even enemies, can we really let it go with a smile?" Ye Chu looked at Bai Xuan intensely, "In my past life, I must have been a person who indulged in debauchery, preferring to lie in a woman's bed rather than play the game of ambiguity. Sometimes I fear that if one day I reach the state where I am as withered as a flower, what should I do?"
"How could we part ways? How could we?" Bai Xuan looked into Ye Chu's deep, all-seeing eyes, feeling a slight pain in her heart. She wondered what Ye Chu had endured to think that his past life was one of debauchery.
Bai Xuan's feelings for Ye Chu were complex, just as he described, lingering between friendship and love, using familial affection as a cover. But, are there really only two choices?
Bai Xuan fell silent. Feelings are either deep or shallow. Bai Xuan thought about the possibility of her feelings for Ye Chu becoming indifferent in the future, and she felt like she was going to go crazy.
Bai Xuan's hand touched Ye Chu's face, looking at his overly young appearance, and couldn't help but find it hard to understand his mature heart.
"You don't know how many women you've deceived with these words." Bai Xuan lifted her head, her eyelashes trembling, feeling inexplicable shyness.
Ye Chu reached out and caught Bai Xuan's soft, delicate hand on his face. "I've said many things to deceive women, but this is the first time I've said this."
"Pfft!" Bai Xuan couldn't help but laugh, thinking that he was really admitting that these words were to deceive women.
"I now believe that in your past life, you were truly a sophisticated playboy. An ordinary person wouldn't say such things to deceive girls." Bai Xuan's eyes sparkled, her gaze like water, captivating and enchanting.
"Bai Xuan, you don't know how alluring you are. I can't say something as tasteless as 'It doesn't hurt! It doesn't hurt! That feeling is wonderful' to deceive you." Ye Chu held Bai Xuan's plump body, turned her face to look at her rosy, tempting lips, and leaned down to kiss her.
Bai Xuan turned her face away, blocking Ye Chu's face with her hand, and gave him a glare. "I haven't admitted that my feelings for you are between friendship and love, nor have I used familial affection as a cover."
Looking at Bai Xuan's water-like eyes, Ye Chu couldn't resist and leaned down to kiss her quickly. Her hand blocked him, and Ye Chu's tongue lightly touched Bai Xuan's palm, making her gasp and move her hand away.
Ye Chu's lips landed on her rosy, tender lips, the warmth and fragrance making him lose himself. He greedily bit her lips slightly.
Perhaps it was the release of her heart, or perhaps she was truly deceived by Ye Chu. Bai Xuan, who had been resisting, now returned the embrace, involuntarily leaning into him.
Ye Chu, who had frequented various nightclubs, couldn't remember how many people he had had ambiguous relationships with, but he had never felt this way before. This wonderful feeling made him feel like a novice.
Ye Chu's hands moved restlessly upward, about to touch Bai Xuan's full, soft breasts, but she caught his hand, preventing him from going further.
Leaning against Ye Chu's lips, she gave him a glare. "I don't have your 'When life is good, one should revel in it' attitude. No wild thoughts, and no wild actions."
"Ah..." Ye Chu stared at Bai Xuan in a daze.
Bai Xuan looked at Ye Chu's stunned expression and blushed, laughing. She pulled Ye Chu and pushed him out of the room, locking the door. Leaning against the door, her face was rosy and charming, her skin flushed as if she had drunk wine.
Her chest rose and fell rapidly due to her pounding heart, making the peaks and valleys even more pronounced. Bai Xuan lightly touched her lips, feeling her heart about to leap out.
"Such a bad guy, with all these tricks to deceive women." Bai Xuan whispered, feeling inexplicable shyness. Even though she knew it, she foolishly fell into it.
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Ye Chu didn't know what Bai Xuan was thinking. Staring at the tightly closed door, he stood there in shock for a moment, but then had to leave.
Bai Xuan listened to Ye Chu's footsteps and finally breathed a sigh of relief. She thought that if Ye Chu had insisted on coming in, she didn't know if she could have resisted. Thinking about the dampness between her legs, Bai Xuan felt her face grow even hotter.