Loving You Is Too Difficult Chapter 1.2

" From which angle do I look like a gate? Tell me ! Which angle!'

With her anger, her face was flushed to a lovely pink. Her lovely amber eyes blazed in the sunlight. Her hair was cut short and had scattered across her cheeks, further enhancing her delicate facial features. She looked like a lovely young girl, although she exhibited a bit too much aggression.

But Xiang Yu only looked at her indifferently.

He didn't care what people thought about him, how they criticised him. He didnt care how beautiful or how annoying this trouble was. This was all part of his job and he did not invest any personal feelings in this

Moreover, at the end of summer, Song Yu Shan would fly back to the United States for college. He would finally get rid of her and go back to his real job of system engineering..

Maybe it was boring and mundane, But that was the environment he was familiar with and enjoyed. Just one more month till he was free.As always , screaming or questioning him was useless. Song Yu Shan was quiet for some time, the obediently got in the car. The cool air in the car was refreshingSong Yu Shan adjusted the vents and increased the fan to maximum, She had been sweating profusely, and the blast of cold wind on her red face was very refreshingThen she sneaked a side glance at the person sitting next to her. His face was expressionless as he concentrated on driving.She had never seen him get angry. He always had a cold look on his face, Even the weather did not affect him. It was as if he had a portable air conditioner with him wherever he wentHis body temperature also seemed colder than ordinary people, Suddenly, Song Yu Shan was very curious…

" What?" he glanced at her, then sharply lowered his eyes to look at the little hand that had grasped his arm to test the temperature.

" Wow! You're muscles are really hard", Song Yu Shan not only did not withdraw, instead she touched and pinched his arm a few times, " It must be painful to be beaten by you."

" Yes, so you better take your hands off me. You don't want to experience that painful feeling."

" No, you are a gentleman. You won't hit girls", Song Yu Shan said sweetly. She blinked then patted his arm a few times, " but Miss Liu was too much, so you should hit her."

He did not respond, He didn't care.

"What the hell did you tell her ?" Song Yu Shan asked in confusion, " Why was she so angry?"

" I was asking about your shopping on credit", he went straight for the kill," You spend too much, Your father wanted me to deal with it., I told Miss Liu that we will not pay anymore in the future."

"But…" her big eyes were rounded like bells." But Daddy has not allowed me to use a credit card. The monthly amount I can withdraw is only 50,000 Yuan."

" Fifty thousand is already a lot. You are only 18 years old. You eat and live at home. That should be enough."

"Not at all! It's not enough for me to shop!" her face was wrinkled into a ball. " Why does Daddy want this?"" Have I done something to anger him recently?"

" What have you done to anger him recently?" Xiang Yu deliberately repeated her question once. His tone was ironic. " What do you want? You want me to remind you? For example, going to the nightclub and staying out till early morning, getting drunk…"

"That was because… because…"

She had a very good reason at that time , but now she had forgotten what it was. She just remembered that she was having fun and that she felt happy. When everyone was getting together, she liked to join in. She was naive to the extent of stupidity and was easily swayed by the people around her. She wasn't really bad, just that she had grown up in a rich household and was completely out of touch with reality.

" I won't go next time". After thinking over it for a long time, she couldn't think of any reason and was embarrassed enough to admit her mistake, " Don't get upset with me."

He raised his eyebrows slightly, his gaze still fixed on the road ahead.

" Why should I be upset?" he asked in a low voice," When you are home, why should I care how much money you spend each month? I just take orders. If your father or grandfather wants me to keep an eye on these things, I will. Otherwise, I dont care."

The car was silent after that, except for the sibilant hiss of the air conditioner.Song Yu Shan looked down, staring at her hands on her lap. For a long time, as the car left the city and headed towards Yangmingshan, she did not say a single word.She was just a job for him. If it were not for his father and grandfather, he would really not care if she lived or died.He didn't care about her at all. To him, she was just like a computer virus or a worm.But for her…..

They finally reached the Song House where he switched off the ignition. The two sat silently in the car.

" Please go in" , he said, finally breaking the silence. He looked at his watch, signalling that he was getting late for whatever was next on his agenda.

" Are you going on a date ?" Song Yu Shan asked listlessly, " with Sister Xin?"

He neither admitted nor denied anything. He was under no obligation to explain his personal life to anyone

" Where are you going?" she turned around and took his hand, her eyes full of hope, " take me with you. Ok? I haven't met Sister Xin.."

"No",he refused politely but firmly.

" But I think…"

" You can't always do whatever you want", he interrupted her, " Go in, have a meal and stay at home. Don't sneak out. I will ask Mrs Wu to keep an eye on you."

Mrs Wu had been a housekeeper for the Song family for many years. At the request of Xiang Yu, she had recently become a strict monitor in implementing the curfew. Everyone listened to Xiang Yu.

Song Yu scoffed, " But I don't know what to do for the rest of the day ! It's only five o' clock!"

The Song house had loads of entertainment options, from a plasma TV, a disc player, expensive audio equipment, the most advanced laptops , game consoles - everything was available.

" Get off the car", he said succinctly," I'm sure you will find something to do."

" Who said so? I don't know what to do ! I'll be bored out of my mind if I stay at home.."

"Miss!" the voice was unemotional as usual, " What you do at home, whether it is boring or not .. I don't care. Good night."

After getting off he car, Song Yu Shan stood outside the door watching as the car reversed and drove away. Desolation and loneliness was etched deeply on her face. No one saw that look. No one cared. Her dad was busy, her mom was occupied, everyone else thought she had everything. She should have nothing to worry about. Her little head should only be occupied with thoughts on the latest fashions, her boyfriend and so on. She didn't even have to face the pressure of studies. To all the world, she was a spoiled rich miss, a simple and stupid girl. But…

Looking up, she blinked hard to get rid of the sudden depressing feeling. The clear blue sky and the dazzling sun hurt her eyes.This was a long summer, as summer that seemed to have no end…

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